StunningMezmer

<sub>ღ ʼ'Ⱦσsӈɩ ღ ❝ never ever GiiVE up !! ❞

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Ϛσηʛ σɟ ϯӈə δɑӌ • Trying to Survive - Aysa

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Since my last entry, I haven't posted hardly any art. I really want to, it's just a matter of time. . . . I'm not going through an art block or anything, I'm just kind of lazy, I'd have to admit. Seeing as I'm out of school and stuff, I have no excuses. Oh well~ I'll start up again soon enough.

Nothing really hasn't been going on with life though. I finished my first year of college, I'm getting a CT scan this coming Tuesday, and by next Saturday, I'll be on a plane going to my real home, Texas. Yeah, I consider it where my real home is. There's so many memories there, and I've spent my entire life there. I kind of wanted to celebrate my big 2-0 up there, but sadly school conflicted with that. My going down there is a gift in itself though. My dad bought the tickets, and I'll be there to celebrate his and Kit-Kat's birthday. If only I came a day sooner though, for her party or whatever. Oh wells.

On other news, I've gotten into roleplaying again. Real bad.I'm not like I used to be with small little posts or anything either. Haha I'm more towards the Adv. Lit. side. I've always loved writing, so this has been a real treat. I've made a ton of new friends who're into it too, so it all works out in the end. Though I can't deny it when I say I miss my old group and friends. They're a start of what made me into it in the first place haha!

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↛ None currently.

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Ҏяσȷəȼϯs__☆
↛ Zexion cosplay.
↛ Kagura ( Ga-Rei ) cosplay.

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Ⱦӈɩηʛs Ῐ Яəȼσɱɱəηδ__★
↛ Games
  ↝ Kingdom Hearts: CoM Revisited
  ↝ Perfect World International
  ↝ Okami

↛ Books
  ↝ The Looking Glass Wars
  ↝ Anita Blake Series
  ↝ Princess Merideth Series

↛ Movies
  ↝ Shutter ( Original Version, not the lame American one. )
  ↝ A Tale of Two Sisters

↛ Anime
  ↝ Ga-rei
  ↝ Spiral
  ↝ Fruits Basket</sub>

ღ ʼ'Ⱦσsӈɩ ღ ❝ nobody will  s ɑ ʋ ə me ❞

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Ϛσηʛ σɟ ϯӈə δɑӌ • Nothing Compares 2 U - The Coconutz

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It's been a long while since I've updated. Truth be told it's because life has been hard for me. I don't know what love is anymore, and I want it so badly it hurts. But I'm not going to go emo over that stuff today. I don't need to make myself depressed haha...ha.

I'm always depressed now truth be told. I busy my mind from thoughts with work and school. Though it may be fault for me getting more and more sick. You see, I have these dizzy spells. I almost pass out from them. I've been undergoing a lot of tests from them. I've gotten bloodwork done, an EKG, a tilt table. All in the past month, and coming up I'm turning in a urine test and I have a CAT scan scheduled. I'm really scared to find out any results.

I thought I found someone I liked. Though my heart is so friggen confused to the point I don't believe in love. ahgahgiohgpoiapoagh[oi I SAID I WASN'T GOING TO BE EMO.

Okay! Let's try this again! I've been in school for the year. I'm not doing too great, but it's helped me a lot. I'm in a few art classes and math. Honestly I am technically going full time, but my mom doesn't know I had to drop a class because of work and stress being too much. That's okay though. For now. I'll go back to being full time next term, but I am not going to work that much and do school. I'll drive myself insane.

Well.. I'll try and keep in touch, but it's not 100% the truth! Ja'ne for now.

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↛ Ienzo • Character designs
↛ Nudes • Only the successful one
↛ Giftart • For a friend I realized I missed more than I thought

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Ҏяσȷəȼϯs__☆
↛ Ienzo cosplay
↛ Twilight town cosplay

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Ⱦӈɩηʛs Ῐ Яəȼσɱɱəηδ__★
↛ Games
  ↝ Kingdom Hearts: CoM Revisited
  ↝ FF: Chrisis Core
  ↝ Okami

↛ Books
  ↝ The Looking Glass Wars
  ↝ Anita Blake Series
  ↝ Princess Merideth Series

↛ Movies
  ↝ Hitman
  ↝ I Am Legend

↛ Television
  ↝ House
  ↝ Scrubs
  ↝ Ghost Whisperer
  ↝ Mythbusters

Hokay. So.. my dad's drunk right now and totally not helping with the drama that is my brother. You see, my brother was arrested for doing graffiti. He did it on a few walls and an elementary school. He was arrested and today he went to court. It's not for sure, but he's facing two years in jail time and $5,000 in fines.

My friends whom know him, don't say he deserves this because at the moment, I don't know anymore. A lot of this wasn't his fault, but he [did] do some. We'll just see what happens...

Anyways..

I need to write a flash fiction for English. (A flash fiction is a short story with 1000 words or less and a lot of them don't have an ending. Some have a moral to the story. Ex: The Tortoise and the Hare.)

Here are my ideas (pick one or any suggestions will do):

♠ White Rabbit's Tale
  The rabbit's late and fears the queen's punishment. What more to slow him down is some
  girl that is following him around asking him millions of questions and causing chaos.

♦ The Maze
  The maze was long and annoying. To top it off, she has a time limit. What happens if
  she fails? Only the creator will decide which is more "fun".

♣ The Innocent Girl
  She was beautiful and loved by all. She had the looks an innocent child, but she was
  not so innocent. She used people to do her bids and thus raised her powerful kingdom.

♥ The Twins
  The two were curious. A boy and girl twins. They were forever trapped in Wonderland,
  never to awake from their dreem. They enjoyed this, though, as they watched people come
  and go. Some leaving in the most tragic ways.

Knowing that not a lot of people will vote, whoever does and the one who picks it, will uhm get a free pic or something of their choice. It'll be black and white for now, but I'll photoshop it or maybe illustrate it in class haha.

It's been a while, ne. October 4th was like my last entry haha.. I got tired of staring at it every time I looked at my page. So I can't update anytime soon. I'm trying to get a better computer because this one is starting to act up like crazy.

College and work has been a major distraction too. Whenever I'm home I just doodle everywhere. It's quite sad, but my skills have improved I must say. I've been playing with different medias in my old art class and I've got some interesting things, though some are not completed and I probably won't share anytime soon.

Uhm.. Well I'll see ya when I see ya.

THIS stunningmezmer.deviantart.com/… picture is a year old. q.q And people are still like zomg it's adorable I love it!!!11!1~!11!1one!1`1`1!1

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Need I go back to this style for appreciation? ;3;

Also..~ I'll be posting a very special picture in the near future.

And..

YOU GUYS WILL LOVE IT.

OKAY?

It's a collab with my Kittles. <3333